I love fire š„
Whether itās stoking the flames in a fireplace or sitting by a campfire, lighting candles to set a mood or using blow torches to finish my sculptures, thereās just something about an open flame that mystifies me. I wonāt wash my clothes after camping in order to hold on to the smoky smell for as long as possible, a souvenir of magical moments shared with friends.
The house I grew up in only had a wood stove as its only source of heat. Whoever woke up first in the morning was responsible for building the fire that warmed the house. I remember many lazy mornings, painfully waiting to get up to relieve myself until I could hear someone else moving around the house and I knew I was safe from the responsibility.
My brother and I would often work for our step dad who used to cut and deliver firewood. We would load it into his giant red diesel truck, unload it and stack it up for the people he sold it to. Sometimes we could cut kindling using hatchets. Staying warm was something we had to work at during the winters in Oregon.
In Texas there are only a few months when the weather is cool enough at night to have a fire. We are rapidly approaching the end of the tolerable season. I need to need have one more blaze before itās too late... š„āļø
Something on the softer side. Yāall have been making me feel really appreciated and I want you to know, I appreciate you back. Thank you SO MUCH for being here!
I just finished an intense couple of chainsaw carving gigs and Iām ready for some rest and relaxation. Next week Iām going to do a spa day, work out with my trainer, drinks lots of water, take vitamins, light candles for no reason and any other self-care idea that occurs to me. *SIGH*
Also, Iām doing my first official OF photo shoot and Iām both nervous and excited. If you have any ideas, feel free to suggest them below!
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Iām not a very patient person. Never have been. My mother used to always tell me, āPatience is a virtue.ā It drove me crazy and I never understood what she meant by that anyway. What is... a virtue? She never REALLY explained that one to me and I never bothered to ask.
I like making art with chainsaws because theyāre powerful, versatile, and very FAST. I like to get the ideas out into solid form before my attention wanders. Yeah, yeah, yeah, good things take time... but doesnāt it stand to reason that if we could do them faster, we could have MORE good things?
I talk faster than anyone in my family and the majority of people Iāve met in my life, and Iāve met quite a few. When someone tells me, āSlow down, you talk too fast!ā I always want to say, āMaybe you listen too slow.ā Pick up the pace, people.
And along those same lines, Iāve never been much of a tease. It never really occurred to me to hold myself back from joy. Why make someone wait when I didnāt want to either? Letās go!
But I have continually discovered, in so many more ways than one, that other people donāt share my philosophy. They encounter a fast girl, and they think sheās āeasyā and therefore, she apparently has no value. (Since when is convenience a bad thing?)
NooooOooooOo, no, no, no, they got it all wrong. Sometimes sheās just decisively driving things forward. Women can do that too, and thereās usually nothing very āeasyā about strong, decisive people.
However, Iām learning that there is a clash between my willfully lusty nature and these outdated notions so many people have of what women are supposed to want vs what men are supposed to want, how long thatās supposed to take, and what was that word again... virtue? Meh. Sounds like a drag.
Well it seems that the photo I posted yesterday has been leaked all over the Internet. So for the time being, Iām gonna tone it down and reevaluate.
I was warned this might happen so Iām not surprised... but itās a real shame some of you feel like you can take advantage of my openness and willingness to share and undermine my ability to pay my bills.
Not cool.
By popular request, hereās a warm and happy little PPV for all yāall who said there were too many bubbles in that last bath time pic... super NSFW (if you only like teasing donāt open this) šš§¼š
I recently discovered through DNA testing that despite being told growing up that I was Irish and German, Iām actually 40% Norwegian. After doing the genealogical research, I found a viking knight in my ancestry! Although I was surprised at first, it totally makes sense. For instance, in this pic, Iām wearing the shirt I plundered after conquering someone. Strangely gratifying to do that, isnāt it?
Last night I did a VERY long, late night live stream - my first one on here! Thanks to everyone who dropped by to say hi, ask some questions, and tell me how long they need to charge up again after cumming - it was a highly informative chat! It was so much fun talking with y'all that I almost couldn't stop. We will do it again and again.
As I mentioned before, I have high inclusion needs, which means I HATE feeling left out and I really hate making others feel that way too. You may have noticed that I just set this account back to FREE again. I received several very respectful messages about wanting to show support but not being able to swing the subscription right away and some of my followers had to leave... which really bothered me. ??
So for the time being Iād like to keep everything in the main feed visible to all visitors and the dark and dirty will be PPV for all you big spenders out there! In fact, Iām going to have a SPECIAL PRIZE ready each month for those fans in the top 5%! Canāt wait to see who wins ????
I really hope this helps some of you who would like to stay be here longer! For those of you who paid that momentary subscription while I floundered, DM me and we will work it out eventually!
Hey, a woman has a right to change her mind. ???āāļø
Iāve come across quite a few Dominant types in my dating life. Many are often putting on a show after being inspired by 50 Shades Of Gray and it can get a little goofy. Occasionally, I find a REAL one. ?
One of the roughest I have ever encountered left me this bite mark on my inner thigh as a souvenir. Do you see it?
I like to be bitten. ???āāļø
Thereās a strange line between pleasure and pain thatās all about levels of intensity of sensation. Although I keep saying to anyone who asks that Iām not turned on by pain... itās not really true. Or maybe itās just easier not to get into the whole conversation because I donāt want to be misunderstood and lumped into a category that that doesnāt quite fit.
Between getting tattooed, natural childbirth, life in general not always being easyā¦ I suppose that I have a lot of practice with pain. I know how to focus and breathe through it and I can handle quite a lot of it. I have developed a high tolerance.
Just like how now I like to put peppers on all my food, I like my sensations to be on the stronger side! Does that make sense???
Hello sweetheart! After two weeks of exploring this place, and falling in lust with it, I am turning on the pay wall today! I truly hope some of you donāt feel like this excludes you because one of my least favorite feelings in life is being left out and I always worry about others feeling the same way. This is why every single party Iāve ever thrown in my entire life Iāve over invited for and it inevitably becomes a mad house. ???
Itās also probably why Iām so fascinated by group sex. Donāt worry, we are going to talk more about THAT soon. ?
Anyway, I really love having all of you here and I hope you stick around! The good stuff begins now! Please enjoy this edgier side of my personality, and if whatās in the main feed is too tame for you, the PPV should hopefully satisfy! ???
Ps. Today marks the first time Iāve posted a nude publicly online (sliding into your DMs). The butterflies in my stomach are so real, yāall! This feels so very point-of-no-return but the exhibitionist (and gambler) in me canāt help herself.
Happy Hump Day!
Has it been a week already?! I've been super slammed at work and staying up until all hours of the night reading DMs. I feel like I'm in a bit of a daze...
Something you should know about me: my favorite color is green.
Oh hello ?
Itās another late night of me knowing I should get some sleep before work in the morning but I canāt stop checking my DMs.
Youāve been keeping me up at night!
Itās technically Sunday and I canāt wait till later this morning to share something with you again. (Plus I like the idea of you waking up to this.) Your encouragement has been incredibly affirming! I like this place and Iām glad youāre here with me!
Hereās a story: I used to live in Eugene, Oregon in 2000. I heard somewhere that women were allowed to walk around topless (though I never saw any do it) and so I did. It was frightening but empowering, and the sun and air felt good on my skin. Jaws were dropped, horns were honked and a tourist couple asked to take a picture with me.
The experience triggered certain feelings in me that lingered and I experimented with public nudity for the next few years - more about that later. This last week has been reminding me of those days and Iām getting VERY excited to be here.
Exhibitionism is definitely one of my kinks! GIVE ME YOUR EYEBALLS ?
Iāve had a request from Gameboy to take a bubble bath. Hereās one from my vault of singlehood text flirtations over the past few years. Pretty innocent ?
I have more in a similar theme... but those will have to wait just a little bit longer. By the way, thank you all for the help promoting this special place! It helped so much! Welcome all newcomers!
Next week I will turn on subscriptions and I have some special things planned! ???
Black and white makes this classy, right?
Everyone keeps asking about when the pay wall will go up and unlock some more interesting content. Iām not exactly sure yet but Iād like to collect a few more fans before I make this place more private. If you know anyone who would appreciate what Iām trying to do here (classy, remember?) please slip them my profile!
Thank you all so much for the thrill of this!
Hello everybody! So many of you have expressed an excitement about hearing some of my (very) personal stories, which will be a big part of this place once the paywall goes up. However, if you canāt wait that long and you want to know what might be interesting about that... I have one of my better life stories out there publicly - but slightly hidden because itās on my roommate Mike Garridoās podcast. Iād like to share it with you. Itās a good one.
When I was 18, I went on a wild adventure on the east coast... pretty much all of my āfirstsā happened along the way. If youād like to get to know me better, give it a listen!
https://open.spotify.com/episode/47zyAjCzmRKbGnyRSDThoY?si=t7eWDr0AShu5p-T--rddEg
As was so appropriately (or maybe inappropriately) pointed out to me earlier, itās Hump Day! We got this week practically handled, yāall!
Here is a recent photo where you can see my body as it looks right now. Like most, I gained some weight during 2020 while I was hanging around the house watching so much television (that part was great actually). Although I kinda like my new, fleshy thighs and butt, I just started working out with a trainer to tone up and build muscle! Iāll be posting some updates of the body sculpting process.
Iām picturing a Tank Girl-esque photo shoot soon so maybe some biceps would be nice. How many of you like women with muscles? ????āāļø
So Iām learning how to use this website and how to walk a line with all of you. Iām having so much fun being creative here already and I hope it has been fun for you! Iām a free thinker trying to fit into a structured world and Iām not sure exactly what Iāll be offering here. Subscriptions will be turned on soon. Iām still figuring out what Iām asking for and putting out there. Thank you all for being so respectful so far!
I truly hope you stick around when subscriptions start for the unique content and community Iām planning to establish here. Things will be slightly more intimate and safe feeling behind a paywall I think. This platform is really exciting! Thank you so much for the encouragement so far!
I have a very physical, dirty job. The sawdust truly gets everywhere! I took another photo not long after this one to show a few people privately. If youāre curious to see where this goes, tips are appreciated!
Until I work with some photographers and release some fresh photos, Iām sharing a few of my favorites from my personal vault. Just some casual pics taken while hunting for a mate the past few years.
There will be drastic hair style changes!
Hello everyone! Wow!
What a warm and beautiful welcome! I'm so excited about this new platform.
Most of you are asking what kind of content I plan to create for this space. (Um, I'm cleaning that up through translation so, so much.)
Well, to answer your question, I don't know yet! I hope to be artfully bold, thoughtful and entertaining.
This platform has a lot of potential for freedom of expression and that can go in a lot of directions for me at once. I think I'm going to clean up my other social media accounts to be more about the artwork (and behind the scenes of creation) and this is where things get personal. The random tangents y'all take me down when you ask me probing questions on Instagram are getting harder for me to justify in my professional space... but I wanna talk about that stuff too! I'm getting a lot of ideas for content here, and y'all are giving me more! So stay tuned.
I definitely see it being primarily conversational, which really is the hottest thing in the world to me. I'll be doing some live streams and sharing stories and just chatting (though I might need to put DMs behind a paywall at some point because I just can't keep up). As to nudity, I have no moral opposition... Actually, I'm going to tell you some stories about that soon. However, I have a career and a daughter so I have to keep all that in mind. I don't know where this is going, but show me respect and you will be rewarded.
At the moment I'm offering free content while I figure out how to use this website and what I can offer you. Let's just get to know each other for a bit and I can take it slow.
Fresh photos are coming, but for the time being, here are some of my favorites from the past few years... Enjoy!
ps. I'm so glad you're here!
Iām Griffon... but I didnāt start off that way. I changed my name legally when I was 20 years old. Although I genuinely liked the name I was born with, it didnāt feel like it fit the person I imagined I would become. Looking back, I was writing my future. Plus, griffins/griffons/gryphons (it was hard to decide) are badass and they fly!
You can create your own identity for a fairly reasonable price at your local courthouse!
Welcome to my world! I will turn on monetization soon after I add some content and figure out what Iām doing here, but until then itās on the house!
This page is going to be spicier and more personal than my regular content, so enter at your own risk. Youāve been warned! ā ļøš¤š„
