my depression has kept me in bed since yesterday... I'm not ..
Added 2020-11-30 22:28:02 +0000 UTCmy depression has kept me in bed since yesterday... I'm not doing ok..I can't even keep personal plans right now.. I literally only smile at animal crossing.. I feel really alone right now and this time of year I'm usually decorating with my mom and singing and she always bakes cookies and I hate feeling hated by the woman I spent all of my childhood growing up with....and I just wish I had more close people who lived near me or just more close people.. I just can't be online right now..for my "no one cares" fans please see yourself out, I have plenty who check in on me regularly when things go on and I'm updating them not you...lol hey I actually kinda smiled at that lol what a surprise. welp. ummmm. if you're having a rough holiday tooooo I feel ya. I wish I had more automated stuff for you guys...I really wish I had a regular sex work approved assistant.... I love all my fans and I wish you knew how much it makes me feel guilty when I try to take mental health time to myself....I genuinely do care and love doing this job real life is just hard sometimes especially for sex workers... sending love pls send back.. xoxo
