‪ These are important and deeply sacred words to me. I spen..

‪ These are important and deeply sacred words to me. I spent 2 years of my life celibate. In my case, this did not include a lack of self-pleasure, but it did include a lack of sex with partners. I didn’t give myself strict rules. In my heart, I knew when the Universe brought someone to me who I wanted to share my energy with very deeply again it would be natural. I know it’s odd for many that I’ve been a sex worker for over half a decade while also spending a lot of that time celibate, but it is precisely because sex work as a whole is all about creating boundaries. And I’m incredibly grateful for that. The experiences I encountered regarding clearing and deepening my intuitive gifts were immense and immaculate within this period of “time”. The people we choose to enter or let enter us are so deeply connected to our energetic channels. I really cannot stress that enough. Celibacy has nothing to do with a lack of sexuality. In fact, it’s quite the opposite. I feel my sexuality and sensuality have heightened and deepened, and in ways that are much more authentic to my true multi-level needs and desires. I’ve been able to come into a deeper understanding of how I can utilize my own sexual energy throughout other areas of my life, to create my visions. It continued to prove itself. I am in trust that the majority of my thoughts and feelings are mine and not connected to others’ energy. It is our intuition which clearly discerns those who are meant to enter us. Our body will genuinely open up or close in these instances, and it’s our responsibility to listen. We must choose our partners and love-making experiences from a place of, well, LOVE. If you feel like this is a difficult discernment to make, I would recommend a period of celibacy. Commit to other body work for a while. I share this for a few reasons right now, but one in particular is that many of us are in a period of required isolation, so it may be the perfect moment to begin this journey. What we birth during intercourse has the potential to create what can heal us or what truly can bring us down. This isn’t meant to scare you but to remind you that, “With great power comes great responsibility”. When we make the conscious effort to utilize our intuition and be responsible, we will reap beautiful rewards. Love-making is one of the most powerful acts within this existence (and of course it is not limited to the physical act of sex itself, but that’s a post for another time, and believe me, I have many, many more words to share regarding similar subjects. I plan to continue sharing because I am being called to). That’s why the way it’s affecting us has the potential to be so wildly wonderful or wildly detrimental. I truly wish you so much love and clarity on your own journey regarding this, because it’s so needed, and again, it’s so very very important. May the heart be the compass of your pleasure, your creations, and thus your existence.