Some more stuff of the pink dress. I like it. I wish I could..
Added 2023-08-06 14:41:16 +0000 UTCSome more stuff of the pink dress. I like it. I wish I could wear it everywhere and not get arrested.
Last night. Uneventful. I couldn't sleep, so I masturbated for half an hour while watching my 5 guy g-bang video. I came when I got to the part where I was leaning back on the couch, riding a huge BBC reverse cowgirl, another huge BBC in my mouth, another BBC in one hand, and my stepson's cock in the other. Sure, it's just a video, but if only I could make that a weekly life reality, wouldn't that be special? That would be a dream lifestyle right there.
On the thought of that...here is something that popped into my mind last night. When I made that video, I didn't need any booze, drugs, or anything else to do it. I wanted to do it. I asked to do it. They obliged. If I could live that lifestyle, why would I want to get high, hammered, whacked on whatever, and take the chance of dulling one second of that experience? I wouldn't take that chance. The way I see it, if you need chemical sedation of any sort to numb the edges...you don't really want to be doing it now do you? I could be wrong. But I'm not. It's a monumental problem in the porn industry. Out of control might be a better way of putting it. I never understood it. They line you up with good-looking dudes that have great bodies and very impressive dicks. And then they pay you to let them breed you. What's the problem? Being nervous doesn't cut it as an excuse. Theres a million reasons why they self-medicate, but that's their problem. I only need one reason not to self-medicate. I want the full-on, 100% sensation, mental and physical, of every weird thing I do with my pussy. Don't worry, though...I'll get high on my orgasms, and believe me, I do.
